Oh, God, how long?
I'm not writing to Noah, of course. He is dead. I'm writing to any other soldier who is fighting like he was, thinking that people in the States support the war, and feeling terrible about what he is doing. I'm writing to all the Noah's who are still out there.
Please don't misunderstand. We are not for the war. Certainly some people are, but many of us are not. My family despises the war. If there were a button we could push that would end the war immediately and bring home every American soldier overseas regardless of the consequences, we would push it without hesitation.
We don't call you heroes because we don't believe in what you are doing. But we do love you, and we want the best for you. We pray that the wars will cease and that you will come home. Please don't feel hopeless and don't despair. Please don't do yourself in like Noah did. Most of us have terrible mistakes in our past but we all still have the chance to have a bright future. The last century plus has left us with gigantic missing hunks out of each generation. We do not want to lose your contribution as well. I want my grandchildren to grow up playing peacefully with your grandchildren. We both know that peace has a lot less to do with fighting over there and a lot more to do with simply being over here.
I would encourage you to get out at the first legal opportunity. Apply for conscientious objector status. Don't re-enlist. Come home. Withdraw as much of your support for what is going on as you legally can. We have withdrawn our support here and will continue to work to try to spread the word that many people oppose the war, so that more will come out and oppose it.
I am so sorry for what you are going through. God bless you and bring you home safe and sound to your families.
Oh, God, how long?